I make all these promises to my self to cheer my self up to get me through the day and i just break them and it just becomes harder to convince my self the next day. Only reason I dont just stay in bed is because of the fear of what might happen if I dont. I’m loud is because im scared. My friend tries to tell me that it will all work out….i just wish I had someone that i could tell everything and rely on….
I worry just like everyone else. I worry so much till I get this feeling in my stomach like a giant rock that just gets heavier and bigger and starts to turn into a hot peice of magma making me feel more scared an insecure